Thursday, October 12, 2006
Alright, dead blog. As you probably can tell, i've moved, like a long time ago.
PrInCeSs LaLa [11:58:00 PM]
___made a silent prayer___
Thursday, November 03, 2005
You make me frustrated. You make me want to scream and pull all my hair out. You ignore me. You mood swing like crazy. You choose when you want to talk to me. You piss me off. You give me so many reasons to be angry with you, to even hate you.
But yet, i think i'm falling in love with you.
Why, oh why?
You can call it an infatuation, a crush, a dream. Whatever it is, I just hope it ends soon.
PrInCeSs LaLa [10:25:00 PM]
___made a silent prayer___
Monday, September 19, 2005
Haha im here to update after what seems like a zillion years. I wonder if anyone even reads my blog anymore. OK..my mum just screamed at me and all inspiration to blog has just left me. But, i shall try to see if i can catch the thoughts i was planning to write down anyway.
Oh well, went out to study with joy, clem and jon today. Haha it's made me realise how much i miss hanging out with the pigs. How relaxed i am around them, how much fun we have, how im not afraid to make a fool of myself coz i know all of them will laugh with me and not at me, how i can be a fashion disaster (like today) and they can comment on how i look from top to toe and i dont feel sad at all coz i know they love me all the same, how we share the same thoughts and feelings, how we all have memories of one another deeply etched in our hearts, how i know they're always there. Even though we're like all separated, i still thank God for having met them, coz i've found friends in them that i've never been able to find before. Oh im not saying other people i've met before are not important, you guys sure are, but it's just that different people have impacted me in different ways.
And even as there's a sea of thoughts in my mind right now, (maybe it's just the music that's making me think too much), im starting to think of how i was before and how i am now. I see myself one year ago, and im wondering if things would be better if i could remain in that time period. Then other memories come flooding in and i realise, despite all the hurts this new year has brought me, all the experiences that have somehow forced me to try and grow up even more, everything that has happened that has caused me to be more seasoned to this hard world, there are many other beautiful things that have happened. Things i would keep in my mind forever, memories i know make my life more interesting. Yes, it would indeed be pleasant to be able to travel back to the past, but the lessons learnt lately, regardless of whether they're enjoyable or painful, are definitely too precious to lose.
PrInCeSs LaLa [12:13:00 AM]
___made a silent prayer___
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
I went wakeboarding again today! And i finally can stand!! Woohoo!! Hahhaa..sorry but im too excited. The last time i went i just kept falling after squatting on the board, but today i could stand! Actually that's all i have to say =P
PrInCeSs LaLa [7:57:00 PM]
___made a silent prayer___
Monday, June 20, 2005
I feel like i dont have a life. This holidays, i haven't shopped (can you believe it? the great singapore sale is on! What am i doing not shopping?!), i haven't met up with the piggies, i haven't met up with the bimbos, i haven't met up with the steppers, i haven't met up with tessa, ee hiang and jas, i haven't watched a movie (not a single one), i haven't just "hung out", i haven't pampered myself, i haven't slacked at home doing nothing, i haven't been walking aimlessly on the street with no worries, i haven't been to the beach, i didn't get a tan. ARGH!!! I WANT MY LIFE BACK! YOU STUPID JC SYSTEM! GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE!
Ok..the whining's over. Haha sorry, just needed to release some of my pent-up anger. Oh well, i haven't done so many things, but, i HAVE been to SFC camp, which was GREAT by the way, i have been to muar and that was one of the most refreshing part of the holidays.
Have to go back and study, oh and in case you competitive people out there are going "oh shit. she's been studying the entire hols away. i had better study even harder so i can beat her." dont worry. i only finished maths. up till now, the last week of hols. So if you've been mugging your hols away, i think you can stop worrying now, you'll probably do just fine. Oh and this doesn't refer to my classmates, im just talking in general. Like i said, i mood swing real bad lately. And i realised it usually comes out at night. Maybe i should just go lock myself in the room, get my mum to tie and gag me, then go to sleep once 8 pm strikes. Then i probably will stop being such a bitch. So people, dont take my blog personally ok? I really dont mean to insult anyone.
PrInCeSs LaLa [8:32:00 PM]
___made a silent prayer___
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Just came back from muar..really good trip! It's really peaceful over there, and time is not an issue at all cuz everything is just so laid-back and moves at such a slow pace. Just spent lots of time talking to God and letting God talk to me too. It was very refreshing. Thank you God!
Oh yes..people who insult me..watch out! A few years back my friend has just cast a curse on anybody who makes fun of me that they will look like william hung..and one of it is coming true! Muahahahahha..
PrInCeSs LaLa [12:55:00 AM]
___made a silent prayer___
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Miss 4 Empathy!! Hey empathians out there, if anyone is reading, spread the word around yea? PRISCILLA MISSES ALL OF YOU! Really, just suddenly miss the simple life there, the life where there were people who really understood me, people who really knew what i was feeling, people to laugh wholeheartedly with, my best friends ever. Somehow wish we were all back together in Chung Cheng being in the same class again. Wished i had cherished you guys more. Love all of you!
PrInCeSs LaLa [11:27:00 PM]
___made a silent prayer___
